SNAPSHOT: As a growing teenager I finally asserted myself against my sexual and physical abuser, only to find I was a highly vulnerable and extremely naive little girl. Becoming a prostitute was not an option, yet I searched for love in all the wrong places, landing myself in unusual circumstances. Quite often I entertained the thought of suicide. Just at the point of giving up on life, I found out I was pregnant. My tears were endless but somehow I found the courage, strength, and faith to go on. I mean, killing myself was one thing, but taking the life of a baby - I could not bring myself to that.
SNAPSHOT: All grown up now - developing a growing relationship with my former abuser, beating the odds against a debilitating chronic illness, in love, married with three beautiful jewels, working hard, in college, contemplating home ownership as well as entrepreneurship and then, the unthinkable happened - My mother died from a heart attack. How could this be - orphaned at age 24. When she died, a part of me died too.
SNAPSHOT: After much trauma, a failed marriage, broken friendships and relationships, losing EVERYTHING - I woke up to some harsh, but very true realities. Sex and food had been my vices - some might even call them addictions. I realized why I felt stuck and what was necessary to change the perpetuated cycle for not just myself, but for generations to come. The awakening caused an internal implosion and the fight for restoration began IN me but most assuredly was no easy task.
MORE TO COME...STAY TUNED
"In order to know who you really are,
In order to know the power which you possess, In order to grow,
In order to live and be free,
You must first be willing to embrace every moment…
The days before your existence,
The days when you came to be and the legacy that you will leave behind…
Know thyself, Embrace who you are"
~ Stacie J Whitaker-Harris
Blessings Sister Stacie. Continue to " Walk In Your Purpose " and not in your Past. Stay Focused. Marlo A. Hargrove, Sr.
ReplyDeleteBrother Marlo, I receive and am indeed Embracing Me! Thank you for your continuous encouragement and support.
DeleteI'm excited about the "gifts" God has given you. Continue to use them to help, encourage, strengthen, & bless others.
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