The Trickster, Now the Tricked

Humble yourself before the Lord and He will lift you up
~ James 4:10 (NIV)

The trickster has been tricked!  How you ask?  Glad you asked!

The trickster has been tricked because while he thought I laid down my life for him, while he thought I gave up, what really happened is my posture was a laying down to die to self. My laying down was my surrender to God. While I was down with my face in the dirt, my hands lifted above my head, my body stiff and still, I was praying in the spirit.  Surrendering, yielding every fabric of my being to God.  When I stood up the enemy was shocked. 

Shocked you ask?  Yes SHOCKED!

1^st because I was standing when he thought all of his antics, attacks and distractions were what knocked me down

2^nd because although he knew the person that he THOUGHT he knocked down, stomped out and killed, when I got up I looked new and he could not identify me as the person who went down so he was confused by my very presence

3^rd he wasn’t even sure whether to attack, move forward or run because my appearance resembled the very appearance of God in all His glory. He couldn’t separate me from God and he surely was not going to attack God because even he has to yield and present himself to God. 

I tricked the trickster when I layed down and when I got up, the God in me rose to inconceivable levels.  I will never bow to satan.  My daily surrender, my daily death is so God can breathe new life in me, so God can fill me with more of Him, so God can clean me and fix me again, renewing my mind, so God can hide me in Him and my enemy and all his imps and forces are confounded all the more every time I get up!

Glory to God who has all power in HIS hand! I surrender to the all wise, all knowing, all loving and perfect God my Father and announce to the enemy, even he must come, submitting himself to the God of all.

PRAYER:

Lord here I am, humbling myself before your presence asking that you hide me in the safety of your tabernacle as the enemy seeks my life. Preserve me O'Lord. Be my shield and my buckler.  I freely offer all to you.  I surrender my worship, bringing myself low to adore you in the beauty of your Holiness.  I say yes to your will and yes to your way. I know only that You are good.  You do all things perfectly so perfect my life.  Allow my yes to be authentically from my heart as you purge me. I deny myself, deny my flesh and I eat from your table,  digesting your word for it is health, life and strength to my bones.  Thank you for receiving me as Your own. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for bringing my mind under subjection as I surrender all its contents.  Thank you for refreshing my dreams and visions.  As I surrender the call on my life.  I anticipate a move from on high because you see my posture and acknowledge the voice of your chosen. In Jesus name I render this prayer thanking you in advance for what You shall do, Amen.

Read the below scripture and maybe you, like me, will find the irony here as Jobs accusers who are his “friends” accuse the chosen of being flawed and sinful yet they have NOT the true knowledge or understanding of God or what He allows, ultimately for HIS GLORY

JOB 11:7-20
⁷ “Can you fathom the mysteries of God?
Can you probe the limits of the Almighty?
⁸ They are higher than the heavens above—what can you do?
They are deeper than the depths below —what can you know?
⁹ Their measure is longer than the earth
and wider than the sea.

¹⁰ “If he comes along and confines you in prison
and convenes a court, who can oppose him?
¹¹ Surely he recognizes deceivers;
and when he sees evil, does he not take note?
¹² But the witless can no more become wise
than a wild donkey’s colt can be born human.

¹³ “Yet if you devote your heart to him
and stretch out your hands to him,
¹⁴ if you put away the sin that is in your hand
and allow no evil to dwell in your tent,
¹⁵ then, free of fault, you will lift up your face;
you will stand firm and without fear.

¹⁶ You will surely forget your trouble,
recalling it only as waters gone by.
¹⁷ Life will be brighter than noonday,
and darkness will become like morning.
¹⁸ You will be secure, because there is hope;
you will look about you and take your rest in safety.

¹⁹ You will lie down, with no one to make you afraid,
and many will court your favor.
²⁰ But the eyes of the wicked will fail,
and escape will elude them;
their hope will become a dying gasp.”

I NEED MY DADDY Part II (Encouraging Song)

Great is God's faithfulness! He is the best friend, father, mother, sister, lover ~ He is EVERYTHING! He loosed my shackles and I just simply want, desire and need my Daddy!

My Sister-friend Neisa dropped this in my spirit and I can attest to it as truth! Let God be your strength when you're weak and worn!

http://www.2embraceme.blogspot.com/2012/06/i-need-my-daddy.html

I NEED MY DADDY!!!

Just over a week ago I attended a funeral of a man who had been ill and after an intense battle, the Lord called him home.  His wife, children, grandchildren, best friends and other family members all spoke strongly of his character.  They all spoke highly of his ability to speak life to others no matter the circumstances.  Each person spoke of his unending love.  All who shared spoke of this man who gave whatever he had to whomever asked of it.  He simply required excellence.  He wanted every person connected to him to be the best that they could be so he assisted them in whatever way he could to bring out the best qualities in them. As the service came to an end and the casket was being closed, one daughter began to scream:

"SOMEBODY HELP ME! HELP ME! DADDY! DADDY! O'MY DADDY!  

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITHOUT MY DADDY?!?! I NEED MY DADDY!  

NO, PLEASE DADDY DON'T LEAVE ME...HELP ME!  I NEED MY DADDY!

Those words pierced my soul and I began to think of my own father, the late Edward L. Whitaker and how over thirty years ago he too transitioned.  I felt I lost him.  I was devastated, torn, deeply grieved and was overwhelmed with emptiness.  I felt like a loss puppy.  Longing for my fathers warm touch, yearning to hear his stern but loving voice, desiring to simply catch a glimpse of him but this desire led me down a path where I encountered imposter's and counterfeits over and over again. I did not receive authentic love from these imposter's.  Their love was NOT unconditional.  In fact, the love they gave was NOT love at all.  It did not even remotely resemble how Christ loved the church but because I needed something I seemingly could not find, I searched and searched, refusing to give up until I had my fathers love.

Today, June 6, 2012, at age thirty-six, I must admit that what I was doing privately was no less than what the young woman did publicly at her fathers funeral.  I was crying out for my physical father but what I found twenty-seven years later at age thirty-two is there is no greater love than the love of God, my everlasting Father!

I do as the young woman did at the funeral; I cry out to those who are lost like I was, looking for someone to love them, looking for someone to hold them, looking for someone to stick by your side -- I cry out telling you of MY FATHER's character as well as His characteristics.  He is Alpha & Omega. He is all knowing! He is loving! He is gracious, gentle and kind! He is merciful! He desires that you live life full and complete! He requires you to be Holy only because He is an excellent God who has created you in excellence, excellently! His love is unending!

The Father I found desires you to see yourself as He sees you for how He created you.  You are fearfully and wonderfully made and when you come to Him weary, weak, wounded, worn, tired, bitter and just OVER IT -- this thing called life.  When you have searched outside of yourself, trying to penetrate the hearts of men and women who say they love you and they love God. When you have knocked on every door, gone down every wrong road, wandered in the wilderness, climbed thousands of mountains seeking, looking and yearning for someone to fill that empty space and still find no one.  When you sink lower than you thought you could and suddenly hear a still soft voice whispering saying, "I love you! Come to me! Let me love you more! Let me hold you! Let me cradle you in my arms". Don't run! Do not be afraid, for that still, soft, small voice is God letting you know He is near.

Don't walk away from this post empty, incomplete or with void feelings.  Allow God to embrace you right where you are.  I encourage you to let God have your heart and stop trying to get something from man that only God can give.  Do not let the door to your future close, leaving you on the other side still screaming, "Daddy, don't leave me!" God wants you to live and He wants to help you live well! He desires to heal you and I know He can fill every void if you let Him!

PRAYER:

Holy and loving God, My Father, the one who holds me close when everyone else leaves me alone, my source of strength, my guiding light, my hope is in you.  Cover me, keep me, draw me close to thee.  Lord, empty my heart of all foul things.  Take away those things that cause me to run away from you such as; fear of self, fear of rejection, fear of the unknown, fear of success, fear of failure, fear of hypocrisy, fear of pain, fear of death, fear of sickness, fear of self-image, fear of being alone, fear of condemnation from friends and family, fear of lacking knowledge, fear of losing things or people, fear of transparency, fear of exposure of the ugly things within me. 

Fill every void with love, peace, hope, confidence, joy and serenity.  I desire to be held by you, for you are the Creator of everything.  I desire to be a perfect reflection of you.  Intensify my desire for you and help me to grow tired and fed up with the enemy in the inner me who tells me that I am invisible, worthless, self-righteous, too holy, unholy, ignorant, unworthy and nothing in your eyes. Quiet every voice that speaks against Your word.  Lord help me to recognize more than just my potential but my purpose. 

God I surrender my life and ask that you forgive me for not yielding to your voice. Lord forgive me for sinning against you.  Forgive me for being afraid of stepping up and standing as your elect. Forgive me for walking in dirty places with unclean things.  Forgive me for doubting you.  Forgive me for speaking death instead of life.  Forgive me for the all the things I have thought, said and done that displeased your heart.  Daddy, I need you more today than I ever have before.  Continue to walk with me.  Help me with every step I make to live according to the mandates of Your word that I become Holy and acceptable in thy sight.  Help me to love like you! Help me to be gracious and forgiving towards those who have wronged me, even the ones I perceived to be in my space for ill intent but you sent using them and situations to stretch my faith. Daddy, I do not want to live another day without you. 

Thank you for loving me and for thinking enough of me to be a whisper in the wind, to send a dream, to receive a phone call, to meet a stranger on the streets, to be able to read this post and recall to my mind that I may have even more hope that its because of your mercy that I am not consumed. I rejoice that you have found me, cleansed me, renewed my mind and desire to use me for Your glory! Have your way Father, In Jesus Name, Amen 

Scripture References to further encourage you:

Psalm 27:10 (NIV)

Though my father and mother forsake me,

the LORD will receive me.

Matthew 7:7 (NLT)

"Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for.
Keep on seeking, and you will find.
Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you.

2 Samuel 22:33 (KJV)

God is my strength and power:
and he maketh my way perfect.

1 John 2:5 (KJV)

But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him.

This is how we knowWE ARE IN HIM.

Deuteronomy 32:4 (KJV)

He is the Rock, his work is perfect: for all his ways are judgment:
a God of truth and without iniquity, just and right is he.

Psalm 27:10 (NLT)

Even if my father and mother abandon me,
the LORD will hold me close.

Romans 14:9 (KJV)

For to this end Christ both died, and rose, and revived,
that he might be Lord both of the dead and living.

THE NEW MONTHLY MEET UP ~ 2012

Welcome to the 2^nd Year of our Monthly Meet Up

The Meet Up is an opportunity to enjoy fellowship with like-minded women and NOW men. During our time together we pray, share and enjoy food, sustenance, music, poetry, and discuss the book of the month with topics ranging from but not limited to; being single, marriage, family, physical and mental health, sex, finances, buying a home and various other topics that impact and affect our daily living. The objective is to provide support and encouragement through fellowship and discussion. Being whole is the goal; Mind, Body and Spirit!

As of June 2012 The Women's Monthly Meet Up will combine with ZOE's Ministries for the 2nd half of 2012 and will be open to men unless otherwise indicated below. Please see below for updates to schedule, location & times. These opportunities to come together are FREE unless otherwise indicated below.

SCHEDULE UPDATE:
DATE: June 23^rd
TIME: 2PM - 4PM (Come early (1pm) for the breaking of bread AKA Good food)
LOCATION: 6300 Harford Rd. Baltimore, MD 21214 ~ Bethesda United Methodist
BOOK OF THE MONTH: Finding Your Glasses: Revealing & Achieving Authentic Success
– By: Justin Jones-Fosu ~ Learn more & purchase book: http://www.justininspires.com/
Justin Jones-Fosu will facilitate our discussion as special guest author of the month -- Don't miss it!

SPECIAL TREAT FOR JULY!!!
Join us for the powerful "LifePurpose, Fulfillment Conference" featuring Dr. Allen Barham Sr., Wayne Walsh, Victoria Poller, Dr. Cecelia Bakare & Stacie J Whitaker-Harris
DATE: July 28^th
TIME: 9AM - 5PM
LOCATION: 221 International Circle, Hunt Valley MD 21030
REGISTER: http://www.gomastertheday.com/id67.html
BOOK OF THE MONTH: Doors – By: Dr. Karen S. Bethea
Learn more & purchase book: http://karensbetheaministries.org/
There is a fee for the LifePurpose, Fulfillment Conference. This is an opportunity you don't want to miss. Come with expectation! Sign up early ~ Seating limited

SURPRISE FOR EVERY ATTENDEE!!!
DATE: August 25^th
TIME: 2PM - 4PM (Come early (1pm) for the breaking of bread AKA Good food)
LOCATION: 6300 Harford Rd. Baltimore, MD 21214 ~ Bethesda United Methodist
BOOK OF THE MONTH: Hell & Heaven at 8 ~ By: Stacie J. Whitaker-Harris

Learn more & purchase book: http://www.2embraceme.blogspot.com/2012/05/i-believe-in-you.html

Poet, Author, Vocalist & Inspirationalist, Stacie J. Whitaker-Harris will facilitate our discussion as special guest author of the month -- Don't miss it & a treat the rest of the world awaits but you'll see first and experience first hand!


DATE: September 22^nd
TIME: TBA
LOCATION: TBA
BOOK OF THE MONTH: Secrets of the Millionaire Mind: Mastering the Inner Game of Wealth ~ By: T Harv Eker
Learn more & purchase book: http://www.harveker.com/ or http://www.amazon.com/

DATE: October 27^th
TIME: TBA
LOCATION: TBA
MOVIE NIGHT: Details Forthcoming


DATE: November 24^th – (This is my Birthday weekend)
TIME: TBA
LOCATION: TBA
MUSIC NIGHT – Celebration of Life – Details ForthcomingDATE: December 15^th
TIME: TBA
LOCATION: TBA
HOLIDAY CELEBRATION: A Look Back ~ Details Forthcoming

For more information or to RSVP email GodsGiftLLC@gmail.com Include the month & date(s) you plan to attend as well as the number of guest you intend to bring.




PRIOR MEET UP DATES & BOM'S:
January 28^th – The Dream Giver – Bruce Wilkinson
Learn more about the author: http://brucewilkinson.com/

February 25^th – Excuses Be Gone – By: Dr. Wayne W. Dyer
Learn more about the author: http://www.drwaynedyer.com/

March 24^th – I’m Too Cute to Sweat – By: Charles Harris III
Learn more about author: http://www.chizelit.com/

April 28^th – How I flat lined and woke up in 45 days: Guide to Empowered Living
– By: Cheryl Wood
Learn more about author: http://www.momsrthebest.net/p/book.html

May 26^th – Black Woman Redefined – By: Sophia A. Nelson
Learn more or purchase book: http://www.sophiaanelson.com/

FYI: Jump-start your day with prayer, Sunday – Saturday 7am EST via conference call!
Be restored, refreshed, renewed, revived & strengthened with this powerful call.

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PRAYER: Most Holy & Loving God, now that mustard seed faith has developed, I seek your face for increase regarding my faith that I may be able to do those things which you have called, purposed, designed, ordained and created me to do according to your will. Lord I pray for the courage and boldness to walk out my life with purpose and I release any and all unrest, uncertainty, fear and doubt into your hands. Lord, speak to my heart and order my steps that I may walk in faith living according to the mandates of your word. In Jesus name, Amen

Day 19 Surrender Prayer

Lord empty me even now that your will continue to be done in my life. Move my flesh, dissolve my thoughts and increase thine own presence. Allow your perfect will for my life to be reflected in me and the way I live each day as representation of who you are in my life. Lord receive the glory.  Do not let me fade nor perish as I surrender my all to You.

Lord forgive me of anything I have said or done that is unlike You.  Forgive me of anything that may be in my mind or heart that displeases You. Purge me and cleanse me.  Make me new even now.  Remove all impurities from me and all who are attached to me.  For I declare and decree that where the blood of Jesus Christ is applied satan can NOT enter.

I confess now that every person attached to me is covered by the blood of Jesus.  Now Lord allow Jesus to be Lord and Savior of us all. 

Tear down walls of manipulation. Tear down walls of deceit. Tear down ego and resentment. Tear down fear and doubt. Tear down walls of unruly Kingdoms. Tear down those spirits of perversion, confusion, depression, suicide, lack, hopelessness, helplessness, worthlessness, the strongman of addiction of drugs, alcoholism, sex, food and any other obsessive compulsive behaviors.

God, You are able to restore, doing anything but failing so I bless You in advance for restoration.  Thank You in advance for blessing, healing, restoring and rebuilding families, homes, churches, finances, businesses, jobs and other possessions for me, my family, those who join us in prayer across the globe every morning, everyone attached to us and all those whose eyes are reading this prayer even now.

NOT sickness, NOT poverty, NOT death, NOT problems but Jesus is Lord over all of us, over our families, over our lives and where the power and presence of Jesus is sickness, poverty, problems and death can NOT remain.  WE call on the redemptive power of the blood of Jesus.

Give us new life.  Make us whole and complete in You. Provide to us the ability to walk in the fruits of the spirit which are love, joy, peace, long suffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control.

Bind and tear down jealousy, enviousness and any ill thing that causes division. Bridle our tongues and keep our lips from murmuring and complaining in the heavenly places and here on earth.  Teach us not to be wise in our own eyes but to acknowledge you in all our ways, seeking the full wisdom, knowledge and understanding of you and who You are and how we ought live according to the mandates of Your word. Bind the spirit of competition in the body of Christ that we live as ONE people according to Romans 12:4-5 and 1 Corinthians 12:12-14

Loose your love in the heavenly places and here on earth.  Loose your abundant peace in the heavenly places and here on earth.  Loose your healing virtue in the heavenly places and here on earth.  Loose the spirit of freedom in the heavenly places and here on earth.  Loose compassion in the heavenly places and here on earth.

Lord thank you for inclining your ear to hear your children's voices over and over again.  We desire to be more like you so we surrender our vessels, hearts, minds, money, children, schools, government, families, love, the past, present and the future back to you.  Shine Your light on us and in us that hidden things in dark places are exposed. We submit our bodies as living sacrifices,  desirous of being holy, acceptable and pleasing unto you, Lord transform us, renew our thinking and increase our faith according to Romans 12:1-8.

God who is mighty, God who is great, God who is omnipresent, God who is love, God who is all, I, your servant submit this prayer fervently from the core of my being asking that you remove now anything that could block this prayer from reaching you, if its malice, envy, hatred, restlessness, unforgiveness, stubbornness or anything in me that is unlike you, remove it and hear the heart of your servant that we, your chosen people may walk diligently according to the mandates of your words as you rebuild your nation.  Set us in our rightful places.

I surrender giving you all glory, all honor and all praise, In Jesus name I pray, Amen

RECOMMENDED SCRIPTURE READINGS FOR MEDITATION:

- Romans 12

- 1 Corinthians 12

- Psalm 51:10

I pray that as you watch this video you'll forget that this man is flawed, as we all are and listen to the sincerity in the words as I am certain Tonex is NOT the only one struggling and in need of being made over again. God bless you!

Not Afraid

2 Timothy 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. (KJ) For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline. (NIV) God didn't give us a cowardly spirit but a spirit of power, love, and good judgment. (GWT) John 14:27 I am leaving you with a gift--peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don't be troubled or afraid.(NLT) Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful. (NASB) 

Everything has an opposite…

Everything has an opposite…

Psalm 107

1-Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good;
his love endures forever
2-Let the redeemed of the Lord say this ~
those he redeemed from the hand of the foe
3-Those he gathered from the lands from east and west,
from north and south
4-They wandered in the wilderness in a desert way;
they found no city of habitation.
5-Hungry and thirsty, their soul fainted in them.
6- Then they cried unto Jehovah in trouble,
and he delivered them out of their distresses,
7-He led them also by a straight way,
that they might go to ta city of habitation.
8-Oh that men would praise Jehovah for his loving-kindness,
and for his wonderful works to the children of men!
9-For he satisfieth the longing soul,
and the hungry soul he filleth with good
10-Such as sat in darkness and in the shadow of death
being bound in affliction and iron
11-Because they rebelled against the words of God,
and contemned the counsel of the Most High:
12-Therefore he brought down their heart with labor;
they fell down, and there was none to help
13-Then they cried unto Jehovah in their trouble,
and he saved them out of their darkness

Everything in the earth has its opposites.  All that goes up must come down.  If you go out, you had to first go in.  If you have the ability to turn left, you have an opportunity to turn right.  Dark streets are filled and brightened with its opposite, light in the form of lamp posts.   

At some time in my life I lived opposite all that I live now.  I was fearful but now am both bold and courageous.  Once my ears were closed to all things beautiful but now I can hear even the birds as they sing.  My lips were bound with silence but now I speak with power and authority.  My eyes saw with limits in black and white but now my vision is full of vivid colors.  My heart was closed and I could feel nothing but now my heart is open to love with every fabric of my being.

Most of all, I once was lost, but now am found.  I was lost without hope, lost without focus, lost to my burdens, lost in my mind, lost to strongholds, lost without faith…But finally one day at my lowest point I decided to change.   I wanted better and therefore decided; in order to have better I must first think better.  I decided to change my mind, making every negative a positive, turning every wrong turn into a right turn.

Now my hope is built on a solid rock.  I am no longer bound by the past, ill thinking, deceit, manipulation, or words…not even my own words.  I am no longer dead but I am now alive.  Free to live a fuller, healthy, more vibrant and fulfilling life.  Why?  Because I declared it from my mouth and spirit and am living it!  I am actualizing positives even with negative forces trying to tear down that hope which is now built.  Certainly, everything has its opposite.  How are you handling the opposites in your life?

Psalm 107 says give thanks to God which when I think about it, means we possibly murmur and complain during difficulties.  I say make the change, decide to rejoice and give thanks instead and in advance.  Psalm 107 goes on to say the people were in the wilderness, a city with no habitation.  They were hungry and thirsty but just as they cried out in their trouble; God delivered them from their distresses.  He took them from a desolate place to a place full of life with resources.  The text goes on and on proving the point of opposites.  Everything empty became full and so forth and so on.

I want to encourage you this day, every pain has its end just as Ecclesiastes 3 says there is a time and place, a season for all things so make up your mind to see your opposites workout for your good.  The word declares it in Romans 8:28 all things work together for good.  Again I ask, how are you handling the opposites in your life?  During day 7 of this consecration declare from your mouth that your negatives are your positives! Speak LIFE!!!

Go ahead, whip me...

This morning during our daily time of prayer, day six of the prayer lines holy consecration, Brother Jamal began to pray. Typically all phone lines are muted to keep out background noises but this morning I neglected to ask the callers to mute their phones. Half way through the prayer a woman began fussing at her children in irritation of what they were not doing. She was so loud she over powered the prayers of Brother Jamal. The Holy Spirit told me to interrupt the prayer and to ask all callers to mute the phone but I did not listen. I acted in my own mind because I did not want to be a second disturbance. Although the young woman had stopped for a moment the holy spirit told me that she would say unfavorable things to the children because she was frustrated but again, I did not correct her, nor yield to the spirit and in less than two minutes she began fussing at the children again but this time she used foul language and I could hear the gasp from those on the line. I had to come forth and stop the prayer and then correct her and all the callers.

When the call was over some people sent me messages saying they were upset, appalled and offended. Many of these callers are new to the more than forty participants we have nearly every morning.  All the callers have invited their family and friends to join them on the prayer line. After taking a cat nap and having dreamed a specific thing about thieves stealing from those who are left exposed and open, the Lord reminded me that none of us are so holy, so pure or so righteous and THAT is the reason for times of consecration such as the one (WE) as the prayer line callers are experiencing right now. People are expecting me to correct this young woman further and beyond what I said on the call but they missed the message in the group text message I sent that morning and its meaning for day six of this consecration period. The message said: “Are you giving God part or all of you? I am your accountability partner, as you are mine. Let’s give God everything, especially the dirty and shameful things. Mouth, mind, finances, children, marriage, heart, hurt, pain…Day 6 has begun and God wants ALL of you!”

The point is all of us are in different spaces and places. Some of us have never cursed. Some of us know enough not to curse in church, on the prayer call or during other fellowship times with the Saints. Some of us have been totally delivered from cursing but we still back bite, cheat, lie, steal, manipulate, doubt, fear, lack faith and the list goes on.

The prayer call is a place for the saved, unsaved and those trying to figure out what side of the fence they want to be on. I will not condemn nor judge this young woman. I won’t point her out or use her as an example. I won’t allow anyone to attack her. I will stand in the gap for her. So if anyone has anything to say, simply say it to me. I will be the whipping post for her. I will take the persecution from all the holy people that live lives perfected without flaw or blemish.

I will go even further being transparent, hearing those words come from this young woman was a mirror, no maybe I don’t curse at my children but in heightened times of frustration or even anger I have used similar words. My heart cried as God used this moment on the call as an opportunity to shine the light on me. God exposed an ugly place that is just as much mine as it was this young woman’s. Maybe it’s not swearing, cursing or using foul language for you but it may be words like, “I can’t! That will never happen for me! I’ll always be sick! I’m never going to get out of debt! My marriage is going to fail! I don’t think these family members will ever change!” and again, the list goes on.

It’s easy to persecute, judge and point out wrong doings, bad habits, ill behaviors and such with others than it is to love somebody right where they are. So again, I’ll be the whipping post. If you have nails, knives, whips, chains, whatever you want to do or say to this young woman to get if off your chest for how you were offended, simply say it to me and guess what? I will take it all no matter how bad it hurts. Her soul can’t be lost because we are holy! In fact, her soul is found because someone holy invited her to the call. So with my little bit of strength and my extremely strong faith, I’ll take her punishment because I know it won’t kill me but it might very well set her back to a place of self-condemnation and ill thoughts. It may wound and even kill her.

Trust me; I know she is already beating herself up enough. You know why…Because no one ever wants to expose the dirt within themselves in front of the Saints. That’s why they clean themselves up first before they come to church or in the presence of “the holy people”. They want to change, that’s why they come in the first place but they have the pressure of faking the funk and acting like they are much better than they really are. Why? Because, none of the Saints embrace filth.

Think about this: The Lord told me to go and hug a homeless woman on a bench. She was filthy but the Lord said it so I did it. He told me to hold her hands which were dirty and so I did. He told me to forget the smell and to smile at and pray for her and so I did. Then He said for me to tell her I love her and that I do care and so I did.

Later that same day I saw a homeless man sitting outside of the Subway Sandwich shop. He asked for money. I asked him what he wanted it for but only because the Lord told me to ask him. He said he was hungry. The Lord told me not to buy myself something to eat but to buy him what I would have gotten for myself. In other words feed but not just any old thing…feed him well. So I asked him what he wanted and then went into the store and purchased it. There was an old man in the store also and he said the young man was not homeless but that he was a beggar and a bum. He said there was nothing wrong with him and he needed to get a job and take care of himself because he is a grown man. The older gentleman went on to say I should not do anything to help him because he was just plain ole’ lazy. I smiled at the old man and said, “My heart is in God and God’s heart is for all His people. I must be obedient.” So I was. When I went back outside the Lord told me to tell the young man to get up off the ground and get clean. His eyes filled with tears as he told me his story. He knew precisely the three areas God had shown me. Then the Lord said to tell him not to be ashamed and so I did.

Now imagine if I had not listened to God but listened to the man because he was repulsed by what he could see when looking at the young man with natural eyes.

Clearly we sometimes sit in postures waiting for that right word, that right moment to be accepted, the right moment to be encouraged, the right moment for someone to feed us, the right moment to have our needs met, the right moment to be loved.

So again, I say, “I’ll be the whipping post for our sister who is clearly struggling. Maybe it’s her patience. Maybe it’s her timing. Maybe its motherhood – being single with small babies. Maybe it’s a lack of love or self-respect. Who knows? I don’t claim to know but I do know she is struggling. She has just as much desire to be right with God as the rest of us. So judge me in her place. Place the thorns upon my head. Persecute me. I’ll stand in her place. But remember this, by the measure you judge that is the same measure by which you, yourself will be judged.

“He who is without sin cast the first stone”~ John 8:7

“Who can say, I have made my heart clean, I am pure from sin?”~Proverbs 20:9

**During our time of consecration God will expose us to what’s truly in our hearts individually and corporately. As Mother Patricia stated during the meditation today, none of us are exempt from pain but we are also NOT exempt from persecution or judgment and neither are we exempt from flaws! Yes we are new creations in Christ but we ALL die daily to the flesh in order to live for God being holy and acceptable.

This blog post is one with many messages to all who read. Take a moment to read it again and to share it with someone else.

OTHER SCRIPTURES MEDITATE ON DURING CONSECRATION:

We who are strong ought to bear with the failings of the weak and not to please ourselves. Each of us should please his neighbor for his good, to build him up.~ Romans 15:1 New International Version

And to love him with all the heart, and with all the understanding, and with all the strength, and to love his neighbor as himself, is much more than all whole burnt-offerings and sacrifices. ~ Mark 12:33 American Standard Version

Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves.~ Romans 12:9-10 New International Version

I’ve spent a long time in sin’s prison. What I don’t understand about myself is that I decide one way, but then I act another, doing things I absolutely despise…it becomes obvious that God’s command is necessary. But I need something more! For if I know that law but still can’t keep it, and if the power of sin within me keeps sabotaging my best intentions, I obviously need help!

I realize that I don’t have what it takes. I can will it, but I can’t do it. I decide to do good, but I don’t really do it; I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway. My decisions, such as they are, don’t result in actions. Something has gone wrong deep within me and gets the better of me every time.

It happens so regularly that its predictable. The moment I decide to do good, sin is there to trip me up. I truly delight in God’s commands, but it’s pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight. Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge.

~ Roman 7: 15-23 The Message Bible

Romans 13:10
Zechariah 8:17
Luke 10:27

PRAYER:

Lord, bless the eyes of the one who reads this post. Touch them in the inner most, depths of their beings. Remind them of your love for them. Encourage them to open and expose those parts they are ashamed to share with you. Wrap your arms around them and draw them closer to you. Heal the sin sick, the wounded, the lost, the afflicted, the bound. Remake them into what you desire Lord. Help them to love their neighbor honestly as you love us. Lord I thank you for revealing the ugly parts of me that I may be open to your truth and to change that which can only come from you. Help each of us to acknowledge our flaws, face them and then allow you to fix them...bit by bit and piece by piece. Make us whole. My God you are so loving and we do not take your lovingkindness for granted. It is in Christ name I pray for myself, my brothers and sisters, near and far, Amen

I believe in YOU...

Thank you to the thousands who embrace and support me on this journey of Embracing Me as I launch full speed ahead with The Embracing Me Project.  Whether you purchased a book, came out to a speaking engagement, attended a book signing, referred a friend, sent a word of encouragement or remain in constant prayer for me as I go forth on this journey, please know that you are appreciated.

Unfortunately, I did not reach my prior goal of selling 1000 of my latest book "Hell & Heaven at 8" during the 10 day 1000 book push in January. Therefore I was unable to give out as many free books to people in transition; be it abuse, divorce, abandonment or loss of a loved one, as I initially desired. So here I am again, striving to reach a set goal but starting the counter over!

It is my desire to sell twice the amount of books than my original goal. Why have I set such an ambitious goal the 2nd time around if I did not reach the goal the first time? Well that's easy to answer.  Since the last time I sought your support, I encountered even more hurting, wounded, deprived, hopeless and even suicidal people who simply need the proper support and guidance as well as tools to aid in healing.  I have watched women, boys, girls and men from ALL walks of life start over on their journey to fulfillment, completion, healing, restoration and encouragement. They desire to be made whole and I believe that is possible! "Hell & Heaven at 8" stands simply as one tool, not an end all be all.

This is where you and I come in.  With more than thirty countries following this blog, the entire United States having previewed the site and the many responses I receive from you regularly, its evident that we are capable of reaching this goal together! I believe in YOU the readers and supporters and I believe in this movement!

PURCHASE A COPY FOR YOU, A FAMILY MEMBER OR FRIEND BY CLICKING THE LINK TODAY: Hell & Heaven at 8

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"Hell & Heaven at 8" tells of my life’s journey from girlhood to womanhood, experiencing the hellish disappointments and various abuses of life as well as the pivotal points in my life's journey that allowed me to heal, grow and embrace the woman I was created to be, using each negative as a platform for positive growth and successful development.

Thank you for all the responses thus far and thanks in advance for your continued support! I know I can count on YOU to help reach the goal of 2000 book sales by June 30, 2012! That's 40 days to sell 50 books per week...WE CAN DO IT!!!

**NOTE: Support this movement by tweeting it daily, adding it to your facebook page, emailing it to your friends, family and extended network, call people to tell them about it or text the link...YOU hold the key for other people's successful healing...EMBRACE IT!

Authentically Real Worship

As I embrace this day, this moment, this space, this time, I welcome God into every area of my life. I avail my entire being to Him and I worship sincerely with every fabric of my being. I simply desire to be who and what God designed, created and destined me to be. No more noise clouding my judgment of self. No conflictual messages saying to me what I am not but simply the spirit of the Lord dwelling in me, reminding me that I am beautifully and wonderfully made. Just to simply be in God's presence is what I need. This intimate space is my serenity, it is my peace, it is my joy, it is my strength, it is my confidence, it is my holiness, it is my ministry...being with God, simply being in that quiet face to face space is rewarding. I come out better. Purified! A new thing takes place each time I enter this space. I go to deeper depths and heights unknown to me outside of this quiet place of worship. I silence defeat and know that I am more than a conqueror. I am victorious. I feel like Paul, I am responsible for getting out of chains, bondage and jail. I am equally responsible for entering the upper room, for getting up close and personal with God and I realize He is my EVERYTHING and that without out Him I can do nothing! I am grateful for authentic, true and real encounters with God in, through and by worshipping Him in spirit and in truth that elevate my spirit to a place in Him that is indescribable.

SCRIPTURE REFERENCES:

Exalt ye the Lord our God, and worship at his footstool; for He is holy ~ Psalm 99:5

God is a Spirit: and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth ~ John 4:24

Exalt the Lord our God, and worship at His holy hill; for the Lord our God is holy ~ Psalm 99: 9

Ascribe to the Lord the glory due His name. Bring an offering and come before Him; worship the Lord in the splendor of His holiness ~ 1 Chronicles 16:29

PRAYER:

Lord, I thank you for allowing me, someone who at some point considered myself unclean, unholy and unworthy, an opportunity to develop a relationship with you so that I could see me as you see me. Thank you God for loving me so much so that you avail yourself to me. Thank you for speaking to me. Thank you for wiping my tears. Thank you for cleaning and healing my heart. Thank you for renewing my mind. Thank you for strengthening my faith. Thank you for allowing me to come and worship at your throne. Thank you for being loving, kind, gracious, gentle and especially patient with me. Thank you for redeeming me and the time. Thank you for the process of purging and purifying me. I love you Lord and I bless your holy name for you are worthy of all my praise. Receive my authentic and real worship O' Lord my God. Receive my prayers and I thank you for not withdrawing yourself from me. In Christ name I pray, Amen

*NOTE: Sometimes, out of habit we simply come to God with many request but all He wants to hear is our praise for who and what He is to us. Take a moment to reflect on that which you have and then say a prayer of thanksgiving. Let that too, be authentic and real http://theembracingmeproject.blogspot.com/2012/02/daily-routine.html

My yo-yo diet...

"My yo-yo diet"

This diet is not your typical diet.  In fact, it’s more so about being sluggish in eating and properly ingesting the word of God. Eating when it’s convenient opposed to understanding the necessity in being fed consistently. Picking up the bible when you need a word of comfort, when you are trying to argue a point or when you need to be encouraged or even worse, to try to give someone else a word as if you always read and study. We cannot afford to be vegans, vegetarians, coniferous (carnivores), or selective. We must have well-rounded diets which consist of knowing and studying the word regularly. This is the only way we grow from feeding and relying solely on milk to growing from the meat, gaining sustenance.

We cannot expect Pastors and preachers to do all the work! This is one diet we cannot afford to skimp on. No yo-yo dieting with the word of God. Be consistent and watch your attitudes, behaviors and life become stable. Be unswerving in your study and absorption of the word of God and watch the word work in your life. You'll find that you are experiencing abundant peace, joy, good health, becoming prosperous, able to forgive more easily, capable of serving with a smile even when judged or persecuted, you'll see your temperament change.

It takes just as much patience and time in study as it does faith to establish good eating habits. So be steadfast and watch your weight stabilize while your burdens decrease, becoming lighter!

SCRIPTURES:

Matthew 4:4 – MAN SHALL NOT LIVE BY BREAD ALONE, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God

Ezekiel 3:1-3 – Moreover he said unto me, Son of man, eat that thou findest; eat this roll, and go speak unto the house of Israel.2 So I opened my mouth, and he caused me to eat that roll.3 And he said unto me, Son of man, cause thy belly to eat, and fill thy bowels with this roll that I give thee. Then did I eat it; and it was in my mouth as honey for sweetness.

PRAYER:

Lord, help me to trust you at your word enough to study your word daily, that I may grow healthy and strong having my spirit fortified in you. I love you for reminding me that your word is the very nutrients necessary for my life. Thank you for feeding me consistently.  Now Lord, help me to absorb what's necessary and to rid myself of the waste. Cleanse me O'Lord. I do humbly pray, In Jesus Name, Amen

Deep longing...

Deep longing for release

As the spirit of one lost in deep waters

My mind floats away into the abyss 

At the edge, the waters fall

A strong vine is made visible

My spirit latches on

Clinging

Hoping

Clenching

Wanting to do more

More than be overcome with the waves

These waves, my thoughts 

Those that stir urge me to clench down and pull up 

While others speak louder

Even louder

With words of hopelessness and defeat

The abyss swells full of itself

And my heart shrinks

While my thoughts grow

Asking

Wondering

Which is best

Hold on or let go!

Thirsty...

With all the moisture in the air there is yet a thrist. One yearning with a dry mouth, parched throat, depleted spirit, drained mind and shriveled body...Still I come to the well with hopes of refreshing

PRAYER:
Lord, I just need one touch from you. Fill me with more of you. In Jesus Name, Amen

All I Need...

Some times I feel exposed, opened beyond what I would desire...maybe even vulnerable but I don't hold back because I want God to saturate me with His presence.  I open to receive and am unafraid...instead I anticipate God showing up, revealing light, love, peace and happiness...bringing joy...All I need is YOU and I am grateful that you are already here, holding me, loving me, helping me...Lord now, complete me!

PRAYER:

Heavenly Father, help me to open to being whole.  Pierce my heart so that the stony, dark, cold places fade away.  Take residence in my being and help me to live a life uninhibited of fear and doubt. Help me to appreciate each day, every breath, every step and all that I am exposed to. In Jesus Name, Amen

Traveling the road ahead...

Upcoming Engagements/Events:

July 20, 2012 ~ Outreach Dinner/Fundraiser

Dinner comes with two sides, roll or cornbread & drink

Chicken (Fried or Baked) $12.00

Meatballs (Plain or Gravy) $13.00

Tilapia (Fried) $14.00

Salmon (Baked ONLY) $14.00

SIDES: Add Side for: $3

Sweet Potatoes, Green Beans, Mixed Steamed Veggies, Mac & Cheese, Rice

July 25, 2012 ~ 4th Annual Silence the Violence Rally and Program for 2012 - Sponsored by David Muhammad Raja Community Center 3400 Garrison Blvd, Baltimore, MD 21215

July 28, 2012 ~ Life-Purpose, Fullfillment Conference  Courtyard at Hunt Valley 221 International Circle, Hunt Valley, MD 21030 / Sponsored by Day Masters Enterprises (registration limited) http://www.gomastertheday.com/id67.html

August 18, 2012 ~ African American Authors Expo (Speaker/Book Signing/Vendor) Crowne Plaza Hotel ~ Maryland / Sponsor: Pat Johnson http://aaaexpo.ning.com/page/advertising

August 25, 2012 ~ Hope, Possibility & Promise Women's Symposium Sponsored by Self Development Success -- Speakers include Fran Allen, Jocelyn Williams and Stacie J. Whitaker-Harris (More information to come)




August 2012 ~ LAUNCH: Embracing Me Book II "16 Tears"

CHECK BACK WEEKLY FOR UPDATES



PAST EVENTS

March 17, 2012 11am – 1pm ~ Keynote for "More Than Conquerors"
3702 W. Rogers Ave. Baltimore, MD /Sponsor: Kenda Bell, Gethsemane

March 29, 2012 6pm - 8pm ~ Women of Power Presents: Authors Stacie J Whitaker-Harris & S Monique Smith, Shawn Mason-Spence & Joi Adams ~ 15 W. Eager St. Baltimore, MD

May 4, 2012 7pm – 10pm ~ Stacie JW Harris & Brian Sessions Host 1st Friday’s - 101 East 25^th Street, Baltimore, MD 21218 / Sponsored by Terra Café

May 5, 2012 11am – 2pm ~ Book Signing/Reading “Hell & Heaven at 8” - Alexandria, VA / Host: Shanelle Gayden, Founder of I AM MY SISTERS KEEPER

June 1, 2012 7pm – 10pm ~Stacie JW Harris & Brian Sessions Host 1st Friday’s 101 East 25^th Street, Baltimore, MD 21218 / Sponsored by Terra Café

July 6 – 8, 2012 ~ The Revolutionary Christian Literary Conference Durham, NC / Sponsored by Revolutionary Disciples Media http://www.rclc2012.info/

Complete Women Fellowship

During the month of April, the Complete Women Fellowship will open to men each Wednesday, 9pm EST, as this series will discuss "$PIRITUAL MONEY"...how to get it, keep it and what to do with it once you have it!!!

For more information and to register: http://www.thecompletewomenfellowship.com/

Your thoughts and behaviors about, regarding and towards money will never be the same!!!